today i’ve been stunningly regular. no ups nor downs. quite refreshing.
went to the library and got catcher in the rye again, and some funny little book called CHAT 🙂, which was a bunch of emails sent between two people. ended with the boy professing his desperate love and the girl leaving. it took about 15 minutes to read.
very tired, after work, and have a headache. I think it must be from my teeth, which still hurt. which means I still can’t eat, which means i’m starving. arr.
I finally got a business bank account and registered the business name and now have an ABN and pay GST. yay me. i’m also going to get daydream to incorporate it, so it’ll be a Pty Ltd. I think.
when people are attracted to the people they want to be (has qualities you like (like the qualities, like the person, like to be with the person), thus you would like to have them (maybe they will rub off on you)), it’s a sign that that relationship won’t work. when both sides of it change, the model, and the other’s ambition.. plus it must go both ways, so that’s four aspects of the equation changing.
but not all relationships begin this way.. or feelings for people, because not all relationships are based on feelings for people. if that is sad, then it should be sad that not everything is based on feelings.
and of course, not all the relationships based on feelings are based on this particular one..
not that i’m afraid. just thinking.