carnivorous things

January 31st’s entry applies also to today.
there are lots of people over for daydream’s birthday but I can’t speak. they take it good-naturedly, mumm says, “i’m so glad everyone just accepts the way she is.”
spent most of today on my bed. I read Life of Pi. I should feel happy, or just okay.
I should go out tomorrow. here there are carnivorous things in the air, and when I inhale them they go right to my brain.