hurt

I don’t want to hurt, but I do.
how ambiguous is that?
I don’t want to be hurt, that is easy, because someone can’t BE hurt.
but being scared of being hurt is being hurt.
hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurthurt.
heart hurt, womb wounded,
pain, sickness and death.

you don’t Turn into a girl to Fuck a girl. ah, the things it could stand for are absurd.
I am sure that every woman, after she was raped, wished she was a man. and would she rape?

uh,.. trust. yes, it’s mistrust, it must be. I don’t understand it,