god is dead and no one cares

today I watched The Breakfast Club. it is impossible
it would be impossible
to watch that movie and not feel better.
sorry. I know I well know. but it is uncanny.

I also watched The Mexican.
hmm. i’m thinking. I found my credit transfer results. they gave me credit for subjects I didn’t want credit for.
I called my orthodontist and he said to just come up and see him during holidays. since i’ve already paid him in full. i’ve six months left at least.

ah, to sleep a whole night. I have decided to take a pill.

i’m just so detached. it’s dangerous, for me most of all.
but what was my trigger?
I don’t really care. it is pleasant, and safe, for me.
most of all.
never mind.