today I was so very tired. and I am so very tired still.
and scatterbrained. there were dozens of things I was supposed to do but didn’t. and I started the day by locking my keys in my room.
as I was leaving for uni, Nia said to wait ’cause she’d walk with me. so I walked up with her. which made me feel like quite a person.
spent the rest of the day on the verge of sleep in lectures. I had high arousal levels all weekend, why today of all days am I a slug? I ate! I slept! I ate and slept yesterday! it doesn’t make sense! walking home I felt i’d rather collapse on the sidewalk than walk the five steps to my house.
I fell asleep and woke at 9pm, too late to call my nanna. tsk unreliable me.