TRY TO EXPRESS HOW YOU ARE
how you are
how you are
it has been thundering all day, with every vibration I think: a rumble of discontent!
sepulchral smile; no surprises
ah, nevermind, it’s only Catholic guilt
things I wish I loved:
- PIE & cupcakes
- talking for hours on the phone
- emeralds & shimmery evening dresses
so much was I to accomplish today. ow.
- rearranged my bedroom. my bed is now bad-feng-shuilie toe-pointing towards the door. I will get daggers in my soul/soles.
- walked to Coles to buy milk, yoghurt, strawberries, mueslibars & a video cassette to tape Bedknobbs&Broomsticks on. I realised that I don’t need take my bag of camera, notebook, novel, phone, mp3player, tissues&medicine, glasses & makeup to buy groceries. in fact all I need is my ATM card and keys. I can put those in my pocket.
- stuck my new ladybuggs in surprising places all over the house.
- set up my old webcam again. even though it will only ever be me, often in pajamas, often frowning (it’s unconscious), sitting at the computer, or sitting on the sofa, or not present at all. (sorry, it’s no longer available).
- looked up petshops and walked to one which is only two kilometres away. they had rats, but i’ve no house for them and couldn’t carry one two kilometres home. they also had fluffy kittens. oh oh oh. kittens. kittens are so hard to find around here. I decided to buy one. until she told me they were $600. so I decided to buy one whilst i’m in Cairns. I looked up whether the new airline I am trying carries pets and they do.so why not just bring Buddha down, you ask? I think it would be too stressful for him to fly down and then live in my small unit when he is used to a big house and going outside. he wouldn’t be allowed outside here because the house-owners would seee him.
who is the queen of sheeba?
and oh, SHIT. I JUST REMEMBERED MY PORCELAIN CAT WITH AN UNSECRET COMPARTMENT. GODDAMNIT THAT WAS MY FAVOURITIST POSSESSION EVER AND IT’S GONE GONEGONE. probably in my evil xhusband’s clutches. DAMN HIM. HE DOESN’T DESERVE IT! THAT FUCKER!!! if he has it I hate him forever.