I was unprepared for this. I keep thinking of all the “oh, don’t be silly! i’ll be alright!”s
well I will yet. i’m not so sick any more. but it’s funny, Felon threw up too.
I swing between gratitude and impatience for her.
it feels forever already. it does feel like a dream.
I feel better when I think what he’d be doing right now.. what flight he’d be on, airport waiting at, when he arrived… that he can’t be so miserable because he’s busy, hasn’t been left in a BIG EMPTY REMINDER, lying awake feeling the emptiness of the other side of This bed. so. all night I wrote a million things to remember. pages.. and cursing the things already forgotten.
i’m definitely going to class today. though it’s not till 6. till then i’ll work on the site for Trina.. it should be finished by now.
and eat something. and brush my teeth, maybe even shower! I hear crows.. it’s been rainy, cold at night. YEAH. NOT JUST ALONE, COLD, TOO! hahaha.
10 minutes later
I just got this terribly suspicious SMS from customer care:
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