wowee, I stayed up till 3am changing this site. and it’s not even 10% finished.
i’ve been half-watching Rage at the same time and.. I hadn’t noticed how very many very similar sounding and looking kinda-punk sorta-rock bands there are now. not that i’m complaining.. it’s better than similar looking/sounding mostly naked girls.
so today has been okay, compared. if i’d given myself but one minute to stare i’m sure I would’ve sunk deeper than a dead body in a black swamp. but busy, I just felt dull, down, but certainly not to depths of dark despair w/ unabashed weeping etc.
lol. obviously presently I feel just peachy. well, isn’t it absurd to think that Everyone but you has a whole, comfortable, loving, purposeful life, even if they are behind warmly shining glass on a dark and gloomy midnight?