dreamt last night that I was trying&trying to get to uni but couldn’t. was catching wrong buses and getting lost and losing my shoes, and worrying the whole time. it’s quite awesome! so rarely do I dream anything relevant. well i’ve been feeling so guilty about being so behind this semester.. I brought my books with me so I could catch up and just haven’t.
i’ll catch up as soon as I get home.. I willIwillIwill.
well. been bee-busy! th past few daze.
the other day I went into town to buy a zillion random things, and did, was sitting in the shade at city place smoking and watching people try on bad shell jewelry when someone vaguely familiar sat next to me. I stared at him a few seconds before smiling and realising it was probably rather rude of me, when he said, “you do remember me!”
“um,” I said, “no. well, I was trying to figure out if I did.”
“George!” he cried, arms flung out.
I racked my brain, unsuccessfully.
his arms sank, “from highschool. I had long hair.”
“oh! long hair! George!”
I still could barely remember him. anyway we had a terribly boring conversation about our lives from then to now, and I gave him my email address. and mobile number.
oh! god! what an idiot I am. I remembered after i’d left that he’d been a virgin when i’d met him and.. wasn’t, afterwards. I really, really wish i’d recalled that part before disclosing any contact details.
so. I haven’t answered his email, or SMS. am I a terrible person?
besides that! did ring one of my ex-friends and had coffee with her.
and am going out tonight hurrah, my last night here.
been working lots.. but still have lots to do.