had a really lazy day. i’d planned to go into work and give notice so that when the new job people called me for a start date i’d have one and it would be all neatly sorted. but no.. of course not. me, do things to plan? imporrible.
instead I watched several episodes of Serial Experiments Lain and The Clan of the Cave Bear movie (which was pretty terrible). I sorted a bunch of my music and downloaded some more. I ironed some clothes. when new job HR called I didn’t answer.
Storm came over after Jason got home and we watched some Firefly and ate chocolate. after Jason went to bed Storm & I chatted a while about family relationships (mostly hers). she said “I feel a bit like i’m oversharing..”
I said, “it’s impossible to overshare with me!”
it got me wondering how many Australians have healthy, good relationships with their fathers. I can’t think of many people who do. I want to survey everyone I know, now.
also, today, as I was thinking about my old job, I realised it suits my situation better in lots of ways. and I decided I didn’t want to leave. argh! i’d spent all weekend decided I was going to leave; yes I was hesitant about it but knew it was best. then all of a sudden I 180d.
so I did some decision making activities.
Staying at my current job
Moving to the new job
In summary i’ve no idea what i’m doing. I feel lost and quite stressed. it would’ve been so easier if I just hadn’t got it!