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I think it effectively affected me// "you don't know the real me."/ "there is no real you."// I don't mind people dying/ I How often does Hell blossom?// extra-ordinary men are always tempted by the most ordinary things.// I lost you to gamble/ I want to be a hermit and never have to deal with anything remotely person./ I WANT TO BE A PERSON./ Then I wouldn't think twice about having to do person things and live in a person world.// i'm not miserable --> are you crazie?! BAH!/ i'm permanently distracted by I// he must've worked forever on the book... it is not merely fiction// as long as each person thinks it is secretly amazing ... everyone is secretly amazing/ [IT=ASEXUAL PRONOUN]/ I, on ze other hand, am secretly enraged.// miles and miles of everything to say/ art doesn't seem as though it should consist of calculated precision/ repitition/ I don't like to think that it does at all, those things are so unartistic. It should be impulsive, explosive, uncontained.// I REFUSE TO ACCEPT// "What was Dr Stein's favorite line? 'Understanding is a delaying tactic.' Stein used to get angry about that. When the graduate students would intellectualize, going on and on about patients and their problems, he would interrupt in annoyance, 'Who cares? Who cares whether we understand the psychodynamics in this case? Do you want to understand how to swim, or do you want to jump in and start swimming? Only people who are afraid of the water want to understand it. Other people jump in and get wet."/ Michael Crichton/ Sphere// People who are not in touch with their emotions tend to think emotions are unimportant./ According to Einstein, anything not 'rational' is 'merely personal'.// how are you?/ I can complain/ nice nice// must you/ must I/ distract me/ from so far away/ please please// mother dreamt I was pregnant/ I dreamt I was blind/ just keep telling me that everything's fine...!!// alright ..// 1one horse open sleigh// I mean, COME ON!// It doesn't matter how the world had turned out... it'd be perfect anyway// Screaming at the dying dog/ dragging time:/ faster faster FASTER// sleeping dog lie/ amazingly inept// four toes and three toes and five toes and three toes/ People who 'can't write' are just brilliant writers with permanent writer's block./ swanoe swanoe/ words poured forth as if a black cork had been pulled from the bottom of his soul.// feet taste like popcorn/ mEaningless yet marketAble// if you're not going to listen to me/ i'm not going to repeat myself// "I'm not going to love you anymore if there are voices in your head"// I believe in possibility/ which one of us should be miserable?// In a world full of eggless baskets,/ the only which way to go/ over the hills on the/ heavy side of/ the moon:/ these/ only people/ who think they/ know are/ the only/ ones./ ONLY!/ every one/ of me has/ no idea of/ all those/ which ways./ They all suppose I suppose. ha!// "Unce Epon Um... Right!!!/ Said gum on my shoe,/ I REALLY am/ fascinated. Intrigued even/ the weather is/ lovely. Wish/ you were here."// In my mind, I wonder who/ Out of my mind, I promise you/ Mouth a gun, some going numb/ Once was one, never was new// I'd like to/ kill you my dear/ I'd like to/ know what it's like// (I want you to die/ I want to know what it's like)// brain a balloon/ hot air/ unfair/ sorry to say/ silly to play/ if you don't mind/ out of my way// the princess and the pea/ always the bride's maid, never the bride// smiling duck/ biting the light// I don't mind/ I'll stay out of your way/ I'm a passive, tiny/ silly to say// as above/ so below// white rice/ potatoes/ kool-aid/ popcorn/ hamburger/ chicken/ bread/ milk/ eggs/ sausage/ green pepper/ cheese/ snow peas/ noodles/ butter/ tomato// once upon a time.../ This doesn't concern You./ nothing concerns!!!/ stop/ stop/ STOP/ SSIUGDWIUD// At long last/ Last any longer/ The world mourned/ Along with her mother// at long last!!/ no one's head shall be higher than the King's!// pocket full of posers/ ferocious ambiguity/ flaming paper angel/ or lack of it// it doesn't matter/ what I say/ cause you'll never know/ anyway// the only thing that doesn't matter/ is the past// stolen pure white unicorn/ tenth hearted about everything// regarding the war between Heaven and Earth:/ falling stars and fallen angels/ when they fall the sky goes blind/ Heaven goes blind// sleeping succubi love lorn lost/ lost all reason, must have a reason// malady of mortality// |
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