It's me, isn't it? I knew it.
Be ashamed you're letting anything hold you back
That you're not doing what you want
Isn't there enough to be ashamed about already?

I've got it you know
Everything I write is untrue
It's invented for want of it
And it's all ugly because only the ugly can be beautiful
There's really nothing in my head
My brain is missing the portion that allocates care and feeling
So the overdeveloped imagination portion works overtime to make up for it
Do you believe me?


You're only so beautiful darling
Because you have no idea of it
Does that mean I shouldn't tell you?
You don't believe me anyway!!
You may not have people falling over themselves to get at you
But only because they have no idea
Can I keep you a secret?
Once they realise I could be forgotten and discarded

Why are the ugly permitted to see the beautiful?
lol
Silly duffer
Your fears are ludicrous and unbased
Well aren't everyone's?
Fear of anything is ludicrous and_
Shhh!
People wish not to know these sorts of things
That's why they deny it?
Of course
Jess?
Yeah?
You're talking to yourself
Oh
lol
Well someone has to make me laugh







What's one of those frequent thoughts I have that I assume are regular and boring until I think about it and decide I like it and will use it at every viable opportunity until I discover how vile and annoying it is...
Well, inspiration isn't exactly abounding



I don't like much
People who stay the same
As children set their pillows on fire just so they could have new ones
And got lost in the forest and rubbed out the ants' trails to laugh
Okay so I was one of those children too... *more shame*



Just because I like tulips best doesn't mean I want to BE one




Is it wrong to be in love with six people at once?
Not if you lie to them all

This life, it all comes as a surprise
I'd sell my soul for Nothing
Remind me every now and then to lose control
When do you ever have control?
All my friends are CraZy so I can pretend I'm not
But I'm not!
How many times a day do you lie?
I don't.
Yesyes

Time stops for the beautiful make-up haters of the world


Most of all I'm worried about how cold it's going to be
I've never seen snow
And don't want to touch it

   I really did used to have a crush on Astro Boy when I was pink and frilly
   And the Goblin King in Labyrinth
   And the gelfling girlie in the Dark Crystal
   And the Chipettes
   And Lady Lovely Locks...  but we don't talk about that

You can't waste time
Unless you're breathing
Everything lasts  f o r e v e r
Except the soul
So it matters none that I haven't one
I lost my white rabbit at thirteen
Act your rage
I hope you suffocate on me

I'm still stunned
Even pigeons are doves

I suppose I do have a slight English accent
MDMA and St John's Wort
So attached to people I don't know

   A face in the crowd
      That's me

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Who the hell do you think you are?!
Er...





Wow. Like, wow. I like this. You're so deep. It's nice. You just, like, intrigue me, man.
I wouldn't mind so much... if you didn't    use      commas.

unless you're
breathing
everything lasts
forever

(particularly pictures)

whiteness
pureinnocent
innocent
disillusionment
slightlytainted
shockedchoking
breakingchoking
brokendying
brokendying
brokendead
loss
littlebitoflove
immoral
shamed
hiding
whoknows?

Look harder. I only hide that which shouldn't be said, until the creatures have eaten my soul away for another day. How often do they do that to everyone else? They don't? Read Letters From the Inside, if you're Australian. I liked it when I was 14 (<--- that was important, look up!). I don't much now. I visited a fourth-hand book store today, and found a book I studied in seventh (<--- that wasn't important. I just remember 7th grade as being green. Probably the uniform, it was green) grade, called Bridge to Terabithia. It made me cry then. I can't figure out why now.